The Sharpest Metal For Knives Do You Think I Am Really "cutting Myself"?

Do you think I am really "cutting myself"? - the sharpest metal for knives

Well, when I returned from anorexia - and I'm pretty much my ideal weight (5'8 "and 119 kg or less). But I hate my body and all the fat on my body.: (
Lately I've started to hurt me .. It started with a pointed metal thing, then a blunt knife, and now a knife.
Arent cuts really deep. There are only two cuts on the wrist (which really hurts), two in the upper arm and a leg. Would you say I'm a knife? : /
In any case, I do not see this. It's just a way of punishing yourself for eating. And do not worry.